Miss you sweet heart!

You were and will be..... My world, my inspiration, my passion, my life, my love...

I have no complaints all have is some questions, i know there is no point in shooting those questions to the world who themselves are busy in breaking up and making up! I remember how i become vegetarian just for you, to impress or create an impact on your feelings for me and the way you responded “be yourself and that’s what i like” we had never proposed to each other but we were in the same wave length and brilliant enough to conceal the feelings from our friends, but we were wrong sweet heart our friends too were very much aware of the affair, that’s why they are our friends,

          I still had not found the answer for those question marks, when i think about a thing it will flow as words from your mouth, the level of understanding between us still remains like a huge question mark,

I don’t know why i feel like if u where here right now with me i would have the richest man on earth, i had lots of negatives and still i have, but u surprised me by taking those as positives, am very much sure no one in the world would have go after a guy who had never been serious about life, who was always living in the present without worrying about the future,   

       

   Still whenever i revisit those spots which we had explored together or with our friends i could feel the energy and a visual runs on the screens of my mind, the fights we had on the streets, the roadside tea stall and the pokodas, the rain, oh ya that to the trains, the central railway station, the marina, the pani puris, Bombay lussi, roadside bookshops (later i came to know u hated reading!! just purchase those craps for this poor josh), the hostel, the sabhas, the cinemas, MTC buses, the park, the dhabas, the orphanage, friends weddings, criticising my scripts, the institute of chartered accountants of India, our coaching classes (early morning classes!!), the aptech, all those assignments written by you sweet heart ( i should have preserved those if i knew u will be leaving us so early), che’s t shirts (am still having it), your cooking at our friends flat (the mutton biriyani, ada pradhaman, the meen curry you were an awesome cook sweet heart), the tiger biscuits, long walks, the birthday parties, your songs (you are a bad singer!!), the dance, the bad words you use at times!, all those things which needs a censor, and many more close to heart events, thanks a ton for the wonderful moments,

I know your soul will rest in peace always!!

love

josh

NOTE:

This is a work of fiction. Names, characters,places and incidents either are the product of the author’s imagination or are used fictitiously, and any resemblance to actual persons, living or dead, business establishments, events or locales is entirely coincidental