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what is life ( search, money, love, sacrifice )

Life has to go on and on..

What rubbish all the time when we face defeat or a setback these words of wisdom hits us hard with the perfect meaning, what is life? We all have different opinions about and have come across different experience, hmm how about this definition, “Life is all about decisions”

          Decisions, take a break no management thoughts please, life is all about small and big decisions, small decisions which gave a big impact or big decisions which results in bigger impacts, this big and small impact depends on the individuals; friends don’t expect me to give you a spiritual or a counselling speech, we all know whatever others say the decision is ours to act upon or not turn it down,         

          All I say is dare to make decisions which will change your life forever..

love

josh

have a dream, go get it!!

It’s time for action, to get some practical taste of what I had learnt from my past, everybody except my close ones never knew what my soul is actually searching for, everybody have a secret dream and they never admit that in public, most of us sacrifice our real ambition of what we want to be and lead the life which was not ours, and those who comes up with the idea of what he wants to be in life, people laugh at him, and once he become successful everybody will start praising him, and the fear of what others will think of me if I reveal the real me in me this is the thing which is stopping us from being us,

          Friends, am not a philosopher but I do had seen many things in my journey so far in which I had moment of smile and tears! Life is once be what you really wanted to be, it’s tough journey and which was made easy only with the cool breeze called friends, if someone asks to define myself I will say without a second thought, am made of my friends and family, am blessed to have such great people in my life who was is and always will be an inspiration for me, never ever your journey will be easy when your tries for a road less travelled or not even travelled by your forefathers, yes of course I too was stopped emotionally by my parents who doesn’t wants their son to risk his life going after his dream, but today am convinced them at least to do what I desire to but not by leaving my responsibility, yes I have to compensate a lot, but when I realise it been compensated for a good reason I feel great,   

          Like all of us I too had wondered how the images are given life, they are projected on the wall and it moves, it sings and dance, I watched it with my jaws down, it’s the 8^th Std I guess when I decided to become a writer / film maker (sounds strange yeah, I too felt so), but I didn’t said a word about my ambition, I done what others had done, but doing so I was secretly training or getting myself equip with my dream, I madly watch movies, read a lot, watch a movie n number times to know each department of film making and the art of writing, which is a continues process and am doing it with same level of enthusiasm, nobody was there to guide me, it’s true if you  really desires to be something in life the world conspires to you,

          Keep on trying, trying and trying you will be there where your soul desires, why this piece of scribbling well my blog page is another space to share what’s happening right now in my life and this one is from my personal diary, our team is planning to do a short film, which will help us to gauge where we stands what more things we need to learn, without falling down nobody had reached success if somebody proclaims he had then he must be lying for sure, what I believe ( and my friends too) the true inspiration to be a successful person is the failure that he had tasted on the way to success, so happy to inform you my friends that soon our team which is named “your silent voices!” https://www.facebook.com/pages/Your-Silent-Voices/144474572294349?ref=ts will upload our own short film on youtube, we do have a page in facebook do join us there and support us, so all I have to say is  Dream = (Hard) work!! And my sincere wishes for all of you to become what you really wish to be, not what you are!  

love

josh

Things for granted!

“Don’t take Things for granted”, I woke up from my afternoon sleep,
yes of course I am at my work station , it’s not the heavy lunch that
made me drowsy, it’s my late night browsing to improvise my blog
design, ah was I caught red handed sleeping in front of my Dell terminal
which is whole mine after the noon shift till night,  no a sigh of
relief it’s not for me anyway I too take things for granted as all of
us does, “this can’t keep on happening, people can’t take things for
granted ” it’s  my manager who was creating the afternoon show for us,
I was wondering, who this episodes victim was. Hmmm not any one in the
floor right now, may be the guy who took off today, it happens when
you are on leave; you get  shouting from your teammates and the
superiors, but do we give a damn,  I looked around like I got
disturbed in my process ( in the sleeping process of course ),  his
voice raised again , it was because no one was listening to him, yeah
actually everyone is listening  but do any one have the guts to tease
a bull which is already on fire!! Again he blasted, this time looking
at the team lead, poor guy he was like what a paralyzed guys will do
when the bull is charging towards him, guess he had a knot in his
tongue,
               “did she informed about her off?” everybody turned the
head towards the team lead as if to check whether it was a ‘six or a
catch’, with no interest I too followed the ritual, I too don’t want
to get under the cross fire, he said like a drama queen “No, she is
not picking the call”, ha what a classic reply, this heated up the
tension further, “text her” said the manager, I was like wow you are
finished girl, I thought of texting her don’t come to office for next
two days, take sick leave otherwise everybody in this team will be
sick at least for tomorrow, our senior manager she was glued to her
laptop and didn’t paid any attention to the entire exchange of words
and expressions,
               I was looking at the manager like Sir you are just
awesome at screwing people; he asked “what are you looking for?”  it
came and hit like a gun shot on my forehead, ha now everybody was
looking at me except me, I was struggling to press the buzzer, before
I could cook up something I posted a smile on my face I know it will
make him completely insane, he asked “ why are you smiling at me”
thanks to his mobile phone which rang on time, he said, “hello, ya
give a second lemme check my inbox” mean time I was cooking up
something to explain my reason of smiling at the wrong place at the
right time, hooo, no he is busy on his inbox, I carefully got up from
my chair and walked to pantry to get some water, the true elixir of
life had heard somewhere in my life,
               I came back to my place even my fellow processor
didn’t noticed me, looking in the monitor my ears was at what the
senior manager is asking our manager, they had some contingency
meeting for which our manager have to participate, but now he is
arguing with our senior manager, that he can’t come, he has got some
important work on that D day, senior manager was really upset and we
all can make it that she was really concerned about the attitude of
our sweet manager who advices his subordinates about taking things for
granted, I thought our senior manager will ask him the same question
and we were all expecting the hit on the right cord, maybe she (
senior manager ) was a gentle women, or she is scared of him ( manager
) taking things for granted guy! and ya he won the argument which
meant that he is not going to come however important meeting was , it
doesn’t matter,

               I was thinking how people can take things for granted
boss, or is it the position from which we take things for granted,
when it’s with your subordinates the equation is don’t take things for
granted, but when it comes to you ha can take things for granted!!


love
josh

NOTE:

This is a work of fiction. Names, characters,places and incidents either are the product of the author’s imagination or are used fictitiously, and any resemblance to actual persons, living or dead, business establishments, events or locales is entirely coincidental

thanks you!!

Hello friends,

      Am too nervous to type, it’s not because am not getting the right words, it’s the outcome of the views I received for my very previous blog (the short story attempt), I never took blogging serious and I was thinking that people will read whatever ( crap ) I write, thanks for the hit which had alerted me what all should I avoid while posting, it’s a test I wrote to get the feel of my viewer’s and hell as you people said the expectation is huge, which is the fuel for my thoughts to get back in right track to entertain you people, its serious business now and have to improvise a lot to convince you all, my sincerely apology to those who felt that they didn’t received what they ordered, I also thank you all for the words of dissatisfaction which have provoked the real writer in me and guarantee you I will keep your expectation!!

Love

josh

MISSION ANGEL!

Wow, what a woman, a sudden break!!!!, wait before start dreaming check whether she is married or not, hmm first check her forehead no red signal, but who cares now a days married woman not put sindooram, part of women empowerment (Hey ladies please don’t drag me into any hullabaloo) may be to show the world that we are educated group doesn’t matter if we put a little pinch of red powder on forehead, now the next check point which is safe one too, its called the metti (the ring they put on the Index toe), you can find a married woman without a sindoor, but not without the metti, eureka!!, thanks it’s not covered I mean her foot was not covered, I can check whether she is wearing a ring, oops it’s not there its naked, confidence booster, was wondering what she doing alone here, such a cute angel left alone, I suspect where the boys on earth gone, it’s not IPL season or world cup mania, none of my business let’s see she might be my soul mate,

          “Hi”, with 30% confidence 60% fear I uttered, the most difficult part in a man’s life is to say hi to a beautiful woman with an intention to propose, she smiled wow, my goodness the dimple that’s inviting me to kiss, I dropdown my eyes to the menu sheet, my eyes was blind with the dimple and its reflecting on the menu too, took a deep breath to gain confidence and to ease the tension drunk some water relax!! Lifted my face from the boring menu faking a serious face looking at her pleasant face, I felt like she is turning her face to look at me, I suddenly turned my face to menu again, hell what are you doing, who asked you to reach early that’s why this episode is happening, no man no way am not gonna let her go like that, am impressed I want her to be my partner of my rest of the journey, be a man go talk to her, stood up went to her table, she looked puzzled, I said, “if you don’t mind can I have the sauce”, she nodded, like a fool I took the sauce and walked back to my chair, thinking what the hell am going to do with sauce, I have not ordered anything yet,

          Deep breath and drinking water not going to help anymore, I wondered how guys propose, wish there were coaching classes, like for everything else we have one why not for this or maybe there is one I have to Google it and find out, took my mobile, still 30 mins to go there are advantages and disadvantages to being on time, advantage is that we can do lots of bird watching, disadvantage is people judge you wrongly they say he is always free, not busy at all, a good for nothing guy, the message tone attracted my attention towards the angel, she got a cool gadget man, a berry in black awesome, I hide my obsolete model into my pants pockets, my phone rang, she looked at me maybe the strange ringtone distracted her, maybe she might have heard it in her grandpa’s mobile, I crushed the moment, I took the phone I pressed the answers button, “Hello”, the other side came a funny advertisement from the mobile company I subscribed, hell what all we have to go through, we pay for listen to the nonsense stuffs of their company, with angry boiling like a lava, I cut the line and put it on the table, now nothing to hide its visible, again she smiled which compensated my anger, I felt a cool breeze, I too smiled back of course like a stupid, the word stupid when a girl calls you we boys really don’t mind, but when it’s from our boss we feel like insulted,

Ok enough should get it right this time, I stood up, stretched my arms, like going for a bull fight, I walked towards her chair, in the mid-way hell its again my good for nothing mobile started ringing I took a U turn pulling my handset from the pocket, “Hello” no answer, again I said in a louder tone “HELLO” no answer with bursting anger I looked at the mobile, it read as ‘1 missed call’, ahhaarrggh, am seriously telling the mobile company start charging for every miss call don’t give a damn, friends it’s a serious issues which needs attention, am I wrong?? It’s from one of my friend anyway am not going to reply this, I got irritated, I too use to give missed calls, how can they apply the same idea to me!! Where am I walking to? my chair is already occupied by a Punjabi couples, Punjabis are known for their short temper and I want a straight nose, so without complaining I turned back to look at the angel, tadaa!! Angel is there but not the one I was looking for its replaced with a 60+ angel, where she is, and what this naani doing here!! It’s a huge mall, where to trap her, without losing hope I began my hunt, the mission angel!!

love

josh   

NOTE:

This is a work of fiction. Names, characters,places and incidents either are the product of the author’s imagination or are used fictitiously, and any resemblance to actual persons, living or dead, business establishments, events or locales is entirely coincidental

Good Fortune!

Hello friends,

          Wondering what’s there in this blog titled Good Fortune! Well keep, guessing.. as people say the journey will be only interesting unless we know our destination, that applies to reading too..

          We all wait, wait for a great beginning, wait for our loved one and ya wait for our salary date :-P, waiting is a part of our life which adds meaning for our life, how about somebody waiting for you not even knowing the fact that you are not gonna return, still that person waiting for you with the same enthusiasm and hope, what if that waiting routine continues for years and years, will we stop waiting? The waiting is not for the lover who had left in between of a heated argument, it’s not waiting for dad to return from his duties to join the loving family for a vacation, it’s about a dog waiting for his master to return and to join him way back to home, and friends it’s not any fiction, the incident took place in Japan and there is a bronze statue outside a railway station, the dog’s name is Hachiko which means Good fortune in Japanese,

          

         Hachi waited for his master for long 10 years, when its 5 o clock in the railway clock hachi will be waiting outside for his mater, and why this waiting, did his master comes back no no am not gonna say to know about the whole event watch the movie, Hachiko The dog’s story.. and i bet you people won’t regret, the time spend on will be just productive, talking about the movie, its shows us movies can be kept simple without any CG or Camera gimmicks, the back ground score it keeps us engaged we won’t even realise the script is taking forward without any dialogues, the best part i loved was the change of season the passing of year shown so symbolically, with the Hachi and a tree in the screen, hats off for that one brilliant innovation, when movie was started i was not finding any interest in the movie, i stopped watching but i watched it again cause it was a suggestion my friend Shine (who is also the motivator to write this blog) who had suggested me a lot of good movies which i thoroughly enjoyed, and i was thinking ha this time he had gave some bad movie now i can criticise him.. we are much interested in criticising than appreciating even we know the lad had done a good job, so i continued watching it, it was just mind blowing and i was speechless and emotionally moved i felt i was there right among the movie somewhere, the script and music will drag us into the plot without our knowledge and we will came to realise only when our vision get blurred with the tears filled in, wiping that tears drop we have a smile and wish we was the proud owner of Hachi...

          Do watch the movie because it so tough to portray a master class in my blog, am still amateur, so watch it and let’s wait for a good fortune (Hachiko) to stumble upon our life to make it much meaningful,

love

Josh       

change!

Hello friends,

          How you all doing, hope all having an awesome time, for me the year 2010 remained unchanged, same mom and dad, the same twin sisters, the same office and ya the same set of old friends, nothing had changed, some say change is refreshing, but sometimes in life when things remains the same its heaven, am happy to stay same with all of my blessings (my family and friends), and will be the happiest person in this ever changing world if those blessings stays unchanged forever..

          I know what you guys thinking now, as always you all are rite, i have to update my blog which was unchanged for a long time so i came up with this idea of talking about the change..

love

josh

Chennai sangamam.. Wake up call??

Hello friends,

          Chennai sangamam!! Now what’s that, well lemme elaborate to those who are making a living outside Chennai, those who are in Chennai guess they don’t need an explanation, It’s one of the good things that happens right away during the harvest festival of Tamil culture called ’PONGAL’.. like it brings the mood of the festive season to the city souls for whom pongal means a day break from work and to watch all craps on television in between the advertisement!! But for the past few years it’s getting better and better atleast during pongal,

          Its one of the honourable initiative by the Tamilnadu Government, in which the artists from rural parts of the states gets a chance or a stage to expose their wonderful talent infront of an audience for whom entertainment means a cinema at the multiplex, shopping at gigantic malls, but once you experience the sangamam i bet you friend you will feel the village beat, yes our heart beats all the time but there are moments when we feel the heart beat this is one moment, we were stunned by the performance by these people, with the available resources they are doing an excellent job, we had mayilattam, uyilattam, folk songs, parayattam this one is my personal favourite, we all went crazy whistling, clapping and shouting at each performances, it came from heart, we really wanted to acknowledge them,

          All this got a strong message to urban animals, the importance of protecting the greenery; they are begging us to don’t spread the development cancer to these virgin villages, they were portraying, in their dance and songs that the water is polluted, once harvesting fields now had become graveyards, i felt the tight slap!! we were wondering if things like this continues to happens this festival of harvest will also become history, development is the real demon, it’s like slow poisoning, it doesn’t mean that we should be against development, we are pushing the limit, when we get 80% we try for 90% or let it be 100%, we are committing crime and digging our grave by trying to get more and more, i was talking about the natural resources, the great APJ accentuated the importance of finding ways for renewal resources, we are on the race in sucking our own blood, it’s like the dog biting the bone poor fella is not knowing that he is tasting and enjoying his own blood,

          I know now your eye brows are raised, what the hell, am not doing any harm to the nature; well we all have to accept the fact that we all are in the process of destructing our mother nature directly or indirectly, do something at least start conserving water, energy etc., these are some small drops of water which am not saying will create an ocean but atleast a pond to quench our thirst, think, think again, together we can, set your new year resolution on conservation of resources!! It’s a suggestion which harms nobody!! The clock starts ticking our time starts now..

love           

josh

from darkness or shadow!!

Hi friends,

          When the dark sky get brighten with colour crackers, home sweet home is filled with tiny deepam, the sweets homemade and saravana bhavan specials, exchange of greeting oh ya here comes another diwali,

          We had lots of fun by bursting the crackers and going crazy by the festive mood, money is been sparkled into smokes... but there is no wrong in buying crackers because it (money) indirectly reaches many household to meet their daily needs, children who are suppose to learn about the chemical reactions from school are mixing the gun powder for day after day, they are been used by the businessmen by casting money which will help these poor kids families to have their daily requirements, i know it’s the topic we are hearing from our childhood days “child labour”

          When some fight for getting the largest cracker to set fire on other part some fight to make a living from this life taking job, these children are holding their life’s on their hand, while working in the factory they come across many abuses, yes these fireworks are really coming to us at a cost, the cost of precious human life’s which had not yet valued or priced in this marketing world, they are priceless, if a worker lacks concentration or a small mistake will end up in tragedy,

          I am really sorry i don’t know what’s the solution for this, child labour will never end, there are something in life we cannot do anything about it (death, calamities etc.,) let’s put this too in that category for our satisfaction, we complain a lot about our discomfort imagine about those kids who are pushed to the darkness to make crackers to light the festive season, we don’t know whether these people are celebrating the occasion because they might be busy working over night to finish the assigned work, just visualise how pathetic are these poor fellow being life’s, diwali is a celebration of victory of light against darkness, but still some of our fellow being are in darkness to give us the celebration lights!!

          Since blog spot is a space to share our feelings i am including this which was lurking on my mind i just evacuated them from my head through the words into the web, now i feel comfort of sharing the pain,

          By the way you are special for me, you always have been, you always will be, Have a Great Diwali...wishing a safe diwali to you and family my dear friend!

love

josh   

Complicate

Hi friends,

          Reaching the half mark in the journey of life it’s tough to realise that we had lost our way, the only feel good thing about it is that we are not alone in the list, it goes on and on, so when we feel that we had not reached where we must have we will start acting like strangers when we stumble upon the old friends whom we had lost in transit time school to college, college to work place, but we are not realising the fact they are also in same situation, not reaching the goals on time, by staying away from friends is the solution for whatever situation we are in, no not at all, just open up to them, share the feelings, where you lost the contact begin from there, it will make our pain to drain out,   

          Life is a game where nobody wins, to an extent it’s all about compromises, your compromise may give lot of meaning for many, not everybody could win the race, don’t feel bad about losing the race, think about those who not participated in the race, so you are better than those who were watching the race,

          There is no one who had achieved all his desire before the leaves this world, human beings are incomplete souls, and there are incomplete promises, so in that way life is also incomplete, and without realising this fact we push ourselves for perfection, try for perfection but don’t demand for it, nothing is perfect even the way the world evolve,

          Hmmm hope i had complicated your reading, guess you was waiting for some message to be thrown to you as food for thought then sorry folks, i just keyed in whatever came in my mind, you may find it as nonsense but just remind yourself  “nothing is perfect” so me and my blogs too!!   

love

josh

Bogus doctor

Hi friends,

Fever


Went to doctor, waited sometime, got the prescription, came back, took medicine,

Next day, fever not down, stomach pain started, thought because of the side effect of the tablets, evening again same clinic, doctor asked me to stop the medicine, i felt i was correct, because of that i got stomach pain....

Back home, started avoiding the medicine which he mentioned, but stomach pain started aggravating,

Next day around afternoon pain was killing me, decided to go to hospital,

One of the big name in medical service, i got admitted there, they started diagnosing the next day night 9.45 i was on operation table...


It was 11.30 when i bought back to ICU,


4 days at ICU...


Then to the room, the pain was eating me, it was like hell on earth, and ya no water was given me till the day i got discharged from the day i got admitted, water was what i wanted at that point of time, if some had offered me a fortune or a glass of water i would have happily opted for water, hope you understood how badly i was dying for H2O!!

Everything should had been avoided if i had informed about the pain at the beginning stage but at that point of time i become the doctor for the time being, went to nearby medical shop, took some medicine, had some relief for that time, and i continued the routine, i would have ended up paying the huge price...... my life, if i got delayed to get the treatment on time, so i had understood the meaning of the proverb “A stitch in time saves nine”

So don’t pretend doctor’s to yourself and to others, to do the job better there are real doctor’s!!


Love


josh

Miss you sweet heart!

You were and will be..... My world, my inspiration, my passion, my life, my love...

I have no complaints all have is some questions, i know there is no point in shooting those questions to the world who themselves are busy in breaking up and making up! I remember how i become vegetarian just for you, to impress or create an impact on your feelings for me and the way you responded “be yourself and that’s what i like” we had never proposed to each other but we were in the same wave length and brilliant enough to conceal the feelings from our friends, but we were wrong sweet heart our friends too were very much aware of the affair, that’s why they are our friends,

          I still had not found the answer for those question marks, when i think about a thing it will flow as words from your mouth, the level of understanding between us still remains like a huge question mark,

I don’t know why i feel like if u where here right now with me i would have the richest man on earth, i had lots of negatives and still i have, but u surprised me by taking those as positives, am very much sure no one in the world would have go after a guy who had never been serious about life, who was always living in the present without worrying about the future,   

       

   Still whenever i revisit those spots which we had explored together or with our friends i could feel the energy and a visual runs on the screens of my mind, the fights we had on the streets, the roadside tea stall and the pokodas, the rain, oh ya that to the trains, the central railway station, the marina, the pani puris, Bombay lussi, roadside bookshops (later i came to know u hated reading!! just purchase those craps for this poor josh), the hostel, the sabhas, the cinemas, MTC buses, the park, the dhabas, the orphanage, friends weddings, criticising my scripts, the institute of chartered accountants of India, our coaching classes (early morning classes!!), the aptech, all those assignments written by you sweet heart ( i should have preserved those if i knew u will be leaving us so early), che’s t shirts (am still having it), your cooking at our friends flat (the mutton biriyani, ada pradhaman, the meen curry you were an awesome cook sweet heart), the tiger biscuits, long walks, the birthday parties, your songs (you are a bad singer!!), the dance, the bad words you use at times!, all those things which needs a censor, and many more close to heart events, thanks a ton for the wonderful moments,

I know your soul will rest in peace always!!

love

josh

NOTE:

This is a work of fiction. Names, characters,places and incidents either are the product of the author’s imagination or are used fictitiously, and any resemblance to actual persons, living or dead, business establishments, events or locales is entirely coincidental

joker !!

Hello friends,

          Last Friday went for INCEPTION; it was an extraordinary and out of box stuff, loved each shot of it, but still something was creeping in my mind when we came out of the cinema mall, yes it was the one of the best performer of our time who was disturbing me, who had mesmerised us with his stunning performances, and at the last performance he had made an everlasting impression on all of us, he performed his character in such a way like it was the last of his life time, and finally when the jury recognised this great actor he was no more there to receive the top most honour of film world,

    Got any clue of whom am mentioning here, yes there is a association with the director of the movie INCEPTION, Christopher Nolan who had trusted the actor and in return he had made the director proud for what he had assigned for, it’s about Heath Ledger, to make it crystal clear THE JOKER from THE DARK KNIGHT, life at times is so unfair, people say hard work pays, but in his case hard work paid but the person was not there to receive the honour, he was just 28 when he said good bye to this unfair world, so I just remembered one of the special person I respect!

          Now you people wonder why getting emotional, I don’t mind because am emotional driven and in today’s world i will be pulled back to the last row with this attitude but I still don’t give a damn,

          Once again my salute to the joker, I miss him!

love

josh

monsoon mania :)

hello friends,

  how is life, today i feel like writing though there is no specific topic in mind just want to hit the keys in the way my mind directs me, rain its special for all of us, it can bring comfort for our hearts, when we are emotionally down rain enhance our mood, we can sit idle for hours watching the race of rain drops to hit the ground, the various moods of rain can be related to our moods also, we had fun walking in the rain when we were in school, even we had umbrellas we cautiously forget it at home when we are damn sure it’s going to rain heavily, i was blessed enough to spend my school days in our native place, now i realise how bad others had missed the season who are growing and make a living in the concrete forest! It was the best part of my so called life, whenever it rains i could related myself to by beautiful village,

 Rain and football my goodness it’s double treat we were lucky enough to unleash our souls for a while, it was not about scoring and winning it was all about going mad and mad, swimming in pond another heaven for the unrest souls, when we are drenched our next stop will be the tea stall where we treat ourselves with hot snacks and the black tea, wow then our next adventure were to go fishing, we were never frightened by the thunderstorm, we were just crazy going wild at things hard any human soul could imagine!


When ever i plan a trip to my native i make sure it’s monsoon, and you people won’t believe even at this point of life when our old gang meet up we have the same fun we had during our school day, of course with some restrictions! Some of my school mates are married and having kids some are at responsible positions on the so called corporate world but when we meet and that too during monsoon it’s time to kick off our madness and we all become kids for a while and that how life should be lived, monsoon are blessings!!


Love


Josh

hurt locker

Friends,

          Today is Friday another day of off from work and what did i did, yes had did many useless things but yes had done one useful thing i guess! Had watched the movie “the hurt locker”,  which ignited today’s topic for my blog, yup the movie is all about the struggle the soldier’s go all the way through  for the benefit of individuals interests not for nations interest, anyway war is not at all justified if it’s for the benefit of whatever..

          So yes it’s a pathetic position to live a life of an expatriate in your mother land, but the movie also through light on the way these soldier’s live in a foreign land, the war in Iraq whenever engaged as a topic of discussion we got people taking two side, one who justify the blood shedding and the one who grumble for the killing of the innocent people (the kids and women)....

          Families are muddled by these bloody wars for the reason that of the untenable decisions made by leaders (of the world’s super power nations) for their benefits, it’s so clear to all of us that the war on Iraq was all about oil, not because of that Saddam was the real treat to the world, the problem was he would be a treat for the US when you had to sit to obtain a better oil price per barrel, of course US can put sanction on the countries who doesn’t listen to their commands, the war was planned  well in advance to safe guard the interest of the US who in future have to import oil in huge volumes, at that time if Saddam was in power he will be in the position to control the price of the oil and without doubt Saddam will sell it on a much higher price, when you have power you will go demon and forget of the consequences, but the victims of your exploitation will hit back to you as hard as they could when they get the power, power shift will happen, nothing is permanent....

          So these soldiers too have families, mother waiting for her son to get back for Christmas, the children who waits for the father’s to come back for a break and go for a holiday in Disney land, the wife with the new born baby, who had sent the pictures of their child through internet to her hubby who is in the net of war...

          What will be the reason for the next war? Water and hope it never happen and if that happen it will be the end of world!!

          It was a great experience watching this movie, it shows the how helpless are these soldiers are at situations, some movies are really worth watching so this one goes to that group, excellent work, my say is catch it!!

love
josh

my heart beats!!

Friends,
So it has been so long that i had made an attempt to update my blogs, so here i am to put down some words, this time it’s all about you my dear, friends thanks for being my friend, i am so addicted that i couldn’t move on without your support, am blessed with the kind of relation you people are showering on me, when ever am down, you people won’t believe!! Someone from you is just there to step-up my mood by a simple text message, mail or a phone call.. i feel like you people are just watching me close.. so what ever i say is not enough to show my gratitude to you wonderful creation called friends! Be there for me ever and never say goodbye....Khabi Alvida Naa Kehana .....
with love
josh

fill the difference

Hello friends,

          Today when I started to write, one particular topic is disturbing even though I had some other subject to put on the windows, I try to elude that and tried to go on with the actual subject but I couldn’t, so here I am just forced by my instinct to put some light to those who are unaware of this life which is silently lived by many who themselves have no control on how the live their life...

          It was a nice Friday evening, Oh ya for many it will be the last working day of the week but for me it’s like Sunday, because my off falls on Fridays and most of the Saturdays, so as usual without any particular plan I got out in the city bus, just to roam, your journey will be interesting if you don’t have any idea about your destination! My favourite spot is the roadside book vendors who sells the same contents of information on a rather cheaper paper and at an affordable rates than the Landmark’s or the Oxford’s for that matter, for me they are the blessing who gave me the chance of getting into the wonderful world of words at the cheaper cost, then there are two three other spots which I will elaborate on my later blogs, as long as you are there my friends, I won’t to hesitate to write,

      So was mentioning about the books, I had a small chat with the vendor(as many of my friend know I love talking), in the conversation my eyes were catching the attention of one particular book cover and the title on it stopped my conversation, I took the book by reading the title “out of mind, out of sight”, it had a forward written by The great APJ, without second thought I paid for that, on the way to home I had a sneak preview of the book, It was all about the women who are mentally ill and homeless, and the place where they are taken and most of them are taken back to the normal course of life and to their family where they actually belongs to, yes it’s about ‘The Banyan’, for those who already knew about the organisation, you can stop your reading because this content is intended to those who have little information about the banyan, The banyan is non profit organisation which help the homeless mentally ill women who had fallen through all safety nets and are grounded in the darkness of the society, So mental ill is not his/her fault, it’s the circumstance the person had come across,

          So friends to you my humble request is to visit the site www.thebanyan.org you will find all the information about the system, you can contribute to them any of the following methods,

          1, sponsor meal for the residents

          2, gift resident’s monthly medical expenses

          3, gift resident’s monthly nutritional needs

          4, donate clothes, provisions, medicines, furniture etc,

          5, your valuable time which is priceless,

          Let me put forward how we can save money to contribute to a gracious foundation since we are not the ambani’s, any way I will be spending some reasonable amount to buy clothes for my birthday, this time am gonna make it different by contributing that money to the inmates, there are other ways where you can also come up with some idea to pump in money for this venture, like when we friend go for a cinemas will spent a huge money for the crap, am not saying sacrifice all your fun, we can sacrifice it once in a year or half yearly, so please think about it, since you are my friends I know you also appreciate the same way I felt,

          Together we can make the difference, but what I say is together we can fill the difference, at least to help in filling the gap between the women, who are in a different world to the one in the normal world, so it’s just the ending of my blog but the beginning of the venture how we friends can make the difference, by referring to friends friend or whoever is willing to listen, multiply it to the people you know and am confident that it will add values to subtract the pains in the life of your fellow being...

          Let me put full stop for a fresh beginning by lending the following excerpt,

“Volunteers are not paid, not because they are useless but because they are priceless”   

love   

Josh

find out yourself

hello friends,


From today onwards stop donating blood, I mean donate blood to your race, stop blood bank were the bloods of all race are readily available mixed only in the basis of blood group not on the basis of whether it’s from Hindu, Muslim or any other belief for that matter, to make it more narrow minded whether it’s from north Indian or south Indian, and all those craps called caste, most of the time I wonder if human are carve up on the basis of caste why people from different caste have the same blood group, it’s not acceptable, how long this saga will go on, stop and think, imagine when you need an emergency surgery and the doctor who performs it is from a lower caste ( I don’t really believe in caste so going forward the word will be replaced by social group sounds better na!!) ok let us get back into what am trying to say, guess your feeling will be, till this point what the hell is all about, go on will find out what this is all about, so the patient will say no get me the person from my social group, will his son say , “i will never allow this lower social group to perform the med aid It’s better to him( the patient) die rather to recuperate because of the help of the lower class”
So friend hope got the target, yes it’s the topic going crazy around the globe which is heating up and accelerating the dehydration affect of global warming (I believe, personally), if we tune in any news channel will get the dirty pictures of racists abuses, either attacked or to the extreme taken the life, who the hell given the rights to take life of another fellow being, I strongly oppose the death sentence even though it falls under law and regulations, then how can I agree with people killing one and escaping!!
So at least we friends should take initiatives to stop this cancer spreading to our younger generation, it’s our responsibility to ensure a divided world was history, now in practice it only male and female no other class, guess that is the essence of human life, still you feel it’s ok to have this divide then please follow this simple practice ensure that the rice you have for meals are made by the social group you belong to, the hindrances of trade (commercial term yo B.com you rocks oops sounds racists comment) that prevail over by the product here rice are carried by the social group you belong, if you make sure now you can have the satisfied meal!! I know its rubbish then the racism is most terrible than we all could imagine!!
Enough folks no other words to key in to this word doc from my mind, will come up with some new useless subject, any mistake please forgive and guide me to improve and ya please vent your opinion which will act as a driving and reviving fuel for me!!


josh